Saturday 10 March 2012

All These Things I Hate...

...Revolve Around You.

For days, I haven't been eating or sleeping properly. I cant sleep because I'm sick and I'm hurt. I can't eat because somehow, this all comes back to me and if I were perfect, maybe this wouldn't keep happening to me.

All I want is to be enough. But I am never enough. There's always something wrong, something you can get elsewhere. I'm so tired of not being enough. It hurts. And I'm tired of hurting.
I'm afraid again. And I hurt so much. And I can't talk to anyone about it. And I'm never, never enough.
Sorry for being so cryptic. But like I said, I can't talk to anyone about it.

Hang on,
Ness

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